Denial

"Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today...
Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace...
You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one..."


Why is me the best-hated? What I've done to receive all of these? I begin to think that I'm a disturbance for all my little world... forgiveness.

"I tried to welcome the unholy sound of it
Another day gone, another night's drawn
Dark forces pull me underground
That never went away completely
How can I feel this empty?
I will not recover this time
This loneliness is killing me
Will I never know peace of mind again?
I don't believe it, I can't achieve it
I think I know it's just another sign
That never went away completely
Terror is coursing in me
Dreading the final moments where
I have to dream and..."

Grudge passing Suffering
 cadaverous Agony
Vindictive death
fatal Guiltyness
Disgust
casualties Resentment
hateful-Anger
abomination
mortal
Hostile horrible
 vendetta
lethal lividity
racked Pain
soberly suicide
quietus kill
Condemned...

 "I feel my world shake, like an earthquake. Hard to see clear: is it me... is it fear?